Feeling like a crappy side dish

Lyn Blue

Thu, 02/18/2010 - 23:24

Last night we had dinner at Cassie and Damien's house. All I asked my log to make was the side dish.. I had a rescue over at Mercantile, and the poor little doggie was shivering from the cold.. it was a little old thing.. and it's safe now! anyhow, I rush home, take a shower, and we get in the car.. I uncover the side dish and it's CORN. Seriously? It was like 2 or 3 cans worth and he didn't see anything wrong with it. I suppose there are worse things to bitch about, but I could have popped it and thrown it in his face when I saw it. They were cooking us this fancy dish.. and not making meat so I could eat it.. and this is what we bring?? Might as well have been tap water. Just goes to show how thoughtless he is sometimes.. I feel like he doesn't put any energy into anything anymore. Plus, I was a bit embarrassed. It's not like you can even pretend to make it. Shit. I don't know what the deal is... it's not all about the lame corn, ya know.. I'm just feeling like that's what our relationship is equivalent to right now.. a kernel.

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