Patience

Sun, 08/22/2010 - 21:07

they served chinese food last night... and this is what my cookie said... "your everlasting patience will be rewarded sooner or later."

at this moment, I feel that all I've got is the ability to control me. I can't control anything else around me... including how fast things happen.

fortunately, they haven't kicked me out, but they have been asking me how long I think I'll be there.... they love me, I think they really do, but I'm another mouth to feed, too...

oh, Bob, when will your day come?

does patience mean I stop searching? or does patience mean I don't pull out my hair in the meantime? I do have great hair, btw, God... thanks.

on this Sunday, my hope for myself is that I can focus on the "sooner" part of this cookie... and be patient... wait, is that what they call an oxymoron? I think I've got something here for my manuscript...

patience is rewarded to those who understand that it has its own cadence. the rest of us have to take Adderall and Ritalin.... no, no, kidding...

I believe some meditation is in order.