Bob Brown's blog
Zak's Mom
Tue, 01/25/2011 - 21:57
uh... trying to figure out what the universe is trying to tell me...
Zak's mom is hitting on me... while I like the attention, she's twice my age, and married... and even if she's getting a divorce
she's still Zak's MOM... help
this is such a distraction from my manuscript
this is bringing forth some poetic feelings...
Sweet Jolene, you're like a song
I don't want to sing.
I'm an all or nothing guy,
a man on a mission.
Not up for distractions,
getting beat up
or fishing.
Sweet Jolene,
Why oh why me?
B
Can one have a gambling addiction to bingo? :)
Tue, 01/18/2011 - 21:19
bingo's the new black for me... perhaps I've been hanging with the oldies too much, but I truly love it... Alice gave me two bingo scratch offs for Christmas, and I misplaced them.. found them this week, and I've never had to much fun! Alice rules. you know, life is a lot like playing bingo...
Inspirational thoughts about The Shift
Thu, 01/13/2011 - 03:46
watched The Shift again last night, the movie Dr. Dyer stars in...
I feel the transformation coming over me... not sure if it's real or wishful thinking...
all these inspirational thoughts flood my brain... yet I feel I'm still "searching" when I should
be in perfect alignment with the universe, and let it arrive when it's time... WOW, what a thought...
my life purpose... my inspirational poetry... where's it taking me?
I feel a small one arising inside of me as I write...
Life purpose: Progress, not perfection?
Wed, 01/05/2011 - 00:16
been hearing this phrase a lot - progress, not perfection... first I hear it on the radio when I wake up... then I read it in a blog online when I'm not even a blog-reader, unless it's Dyer... is this a sign, God? are you trying to tell me something about my life's purpose?
what other inspirational words of wisdom can you share? with all of these holiday blues I need them...
these words are indeed powerful... if I struggle for perfection I may lose the progress... always been an all or nothing kind of person, so it's hard to not strive for the best...
Cheers to Holiday Blues!
Wed, 12/29/2010 - 01:54
trying to find inspiration lately, but all I'm finding are holiday blues...
everyone's got their own families... and of course they're treating me WELL, like always...
but it's not the same... I feel a little empty... although I'm fighting that hollow feeling...
i understand that nothing good will come from sulking or "being down," but i also think we should feel whatever we're feeling and not suppress it...
so cheers to the holidays blues... may 2011 be more fruitful and may Bob grow wiser...
it's the only way to finish the manuscript!
Donut Hole and second chances
Thu, 12/16/2010 - 20:43
holy smokes, my alarm clock didn't go off this AM... the one day when I actually had an interview somewhere... what's God trying to tell me?
it can't be that I'm too good to work :)
it was at a little donut shop called Donut Hole... perhaps God was trying to watch my donut hole waist line... that's nice.
called them right away to say I'd be late, but who's really going to hire a guy that's late to an interview... darn.
Alice and Agnus woulda loved the left overs, too...
Why am I up at 3 or 4am every night?
Fri, 12/10/2010 - 19:13
why lord, or why... am I up this early?
not talking about now, but the fact that I continuously wake up around 3 or 4am... no yawning, or moaning... just eyes wide open!
wonder what it means?? or if it means anything at all?
I remember hearing Dr. Dyer on some PBS special... was talking about people all waking up around the same time, himself included, and how we should honor that... if we wake up, we should GET UP and do something... in other words, there's a higher reasoning for us being up. well... I wish I could figure it out...
I hope I live long enough...
Fri, 11/26/2010 - 21:44
wow... Thanksgiving was such a blessing this year... had the honor of serving the folks here at the rest home... all their family members came up to visit, only Alice's couldn't make it.... it was nice to be able to keep her company...
ya know, family's just wherever with whoever you make it... when I was little, I used to think that home was wherever you physically resided... now that I'm in my 30's I just think that home is wherever your family is... and family's whoever you make one with...
Honesty (not) the best policy?
Tue, 11/16/2010 - 22:47
took the personality test and didn't pass... that's not what they said, but that's what happened... a few moments after I took it, they said they'd, "be in touch."
yeah, well, they haven't!!! that was days ago.
I can look at the negatives all day long... perhaps I'm not smart enough... or perhaps I shouldn't have let my 'honesty' get the best of me, and fibbed a bit...
but what good would that do, Bob? that's OLD news!
back and forth
Tue, 11/09/2010 - 22:53
have to take a personality test this week for this leasing gig... talk about pressure... but boy, I'd get like an apartment for 20% off... complex isn't that nice, or as nice as I thought... lots of complaints online about roaches and keys that don't work, but I think I can help them turn this place around...
